When I was growing up, and even into my young adulthood, my compulsiveness sometimes earned me some derogatory comments from people who knew me. But, compulsive I was.
And, compulsive I am. I not quite a perfectionist, but I sure do hate making a mistake. I also try to think in terms of contingencies, and try to plan ahead for things. At work and at home.
And still, sometimes I face some derision.
Well, when I wrote about losing a file, and having created a back up without remembering that I did, that was my compulsiveness.
I should remember not apologize for my compulsiveness. I am allowed to try to be compulsive and a perfectionist. But, I am allowed to make mistakes. Is that a difficult life lesson for me to learn.
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